Youtube did email me (You can read it below). My videos are gone and I don’t know yet how I can get them back. Thank you all for being so kind and helpful ♥ It means a lot to me! Much Love ♥. Ivana
After a review of your account, we have confirmed that your YouTube account is not in violation of our Terms of Service. As such, we have unsuspended your account. This means your account is once again active and operational.
The YouTube Team